its my 5th wedding anniversary today…and i am alone…and my husband is spending the day with his new girlfriend.

kick in the teeth much…am crying lots today and had to force myself to get out of bed and look after the boys…

i feel so stupidly selfish moping about when i have 2 beautiful boys, that are looking out and they don’t know why

we saved a bottle of champagne to drink on out 5th anniversary…might pour it down the drain…will be pretty symbolic since my marriage went down the drain too